My Hearth and Heart

Because my heart is always at home

Remembering

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Dear Little,

 

You know, we never picked out a name for you. We never knew if you were a boy or a girl, so I find it hard to call you anything other than “Little.” I hope that’s okay with you.

 

It’s been years since you left us.

4, to be exact.

 

I think about you, from time to time. Probably not as often as I should or could. But I do. And while it is less painful, it is still painful.

 

Just know that today, I’m thinking about you. Taking a quiet moment to remember, and remind myself how lucky I am, and how things could have been different. Today snuck up on me, I was tense and angry and emotional… And now I know why.

 

It gets less painful, but it still stings.

 

All my love,

Mommy

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Author: Meghann

Stay at home mommy, wife, daughter, sister and friend. This is my place to brag about my kids, my husband, my family, my friends... and to get a little opinionated.

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